You loved being the sun.
"Bez kuliranja, molim, pokaži sve što osjećaš. Ja ne razumijem tebe, ni sebe, ni ostale ljude. Previše pažnje posvećujem naizgled nevažnim stvarima. Previše snova me splelo u mrežu, i nemam adute."


10.07.2019.

93



Gave love 'bout a hundred tries (hundred tries)
Just running from the demons in your mind
Then I took yours and made 'em mine (made 'em mine)
I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind

Said I'd catch you if you fall (fall)
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you can take advantage of me

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why, yeah

You don't have to say just what you did
I already know (I know)
I had to go and find out from them
So tell me how's it feel (oh-woah)
08.07.2019.

Rolokoster

Ne znam ni vrijedi li pisati uopšte...
Vjerujem da je istina - ako ne sve što sam saznala, onda velika većina. Kako sam samo bila slijepa?
Živi sam dokaz da ne treba biti uvijek dobar prema nekome. Kad-tad se obije od glavu.

U isto vrijeme, tako bih htjela da je sve to laž.
Ovo boli.

*

"Granice su ništa drugo do linije u atlasu,
ali jesu stvarne onda kad idu od srca ka srcu.
Ti sada pružaš ruke nekom novom nebu i nekom novom suncu."

01.07.2019.

91

Ono sam sunce u zimu, čija se svjetlost samo odbija o ionako svjetlucavi snijeg i zasljepljuje oči. To sunce ne grije, samo bezvezno blješti.


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